Spending Quiet Moments By The River ....

Haven been feeling great this week...experiencing the feelings of roller coaster..I was so happy that I actually lunch with her alone during yesterday public holiday...Although it wasn't really a fantastic lunch or what but at least I am able to lunch with her alone..no one else but just her...Do not know how she feels but I am really happy to be able to just have lunch with her only...Its simply a great feeling to be able to spend time with her...

But I was feeling like hell when I am back to office...Realize that I have forgotten to send an instruction to custodian to exercise the rights on behalf of client....Such a mistake I really should not be making but I made it...I also do not know how the hell I miss out on that...I really don't feel good about this...Been holding high expectation of myself being a perfectionist but yet I committed such mistake...and a possible loss of AUD37k...haiz...

Took a walk by the river after work...Looking at the water and slowing down my pace of walking suddenly make me feel more relax and feeling so comfortable with the breeze blowing onto my face...As the sun sets, the buildings got lighted up...somehow i realize that if we have slow down our pace in our life there are actually many simple things in our life that are beautiful and amazing...

Sat by the Merlion alone to have some quiet thoughts... Thinking of work....thinking of her.....spending quiet moments by myself...And this song just captivates my heart while I was spending some quiet time by myself...


Bedingfield, Daniel - If You're Not The One

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?
If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray that you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breath you into my heart
And I pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And though my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?