Finally can get to online after so many days as there is no internet in my room and lazy to go down to the lobby....to add more woes to my trip..due to typhoon and earthquake, there isnt any reception on my damn phone..so weird to have no internet and mobile phone in such a high tech world now...
But back to topic...This trip suppose to be a relax and break for all the shits in singapore..but it dun seems so up till now..spent the past few days visiting places of interest in osaka..feel realli weird that the one beside me is not her..i think this trip has so much memories of me and her..i feel like calling her and tell her i miss her.....but i really cant find the courage to do so...Visiting those places that we went to in Jan and now is so much different...Images of her just flows to my mind when I am taking pictures and walking around..even those food that we tried and places...especially the Gyoza at the shin imamiya tower there...its realli so nice and tasty back in Jan..but this time round i went back to eat again..it is not as tasty as before..the taste seems to have change..Ate Mac Pork the past few nights..used to taste like superb but then again the taste that it is in my memories once again taste better...Is it becoz she is not with me? I myself dun deny the fact that i think she plays a part in it..Coz i realli feel that with her around those food we love really tasted much better..but the person with me on this trip is so unfamiliar...how i wish she was here with me...
I went to some of the places that we din manage to go previously, one of the place is the Golden Temple in Kyoto..the place which she says she will love to go...Bought a little hello kitty handphone strip with the Golden Temple minature for her too..also dunoe got chance to pass to her too or not..its so misty between me and her...
Went to Todaiji Temple too..it is in Nara..the so call biggest buddha statue here...it is also one of the world heritage i think..and went to the deer park which we wanted to go too but lack of time previously and end up did not go previously..haiz...all these uncompleted journey between me and her are completed now but she is not the one with me to complete these...i really wish it is her who is with me in this trip..I lost the chance to go these places with her but although i managed to go this time round..the whole feeling is totally different..coz the person with me is not her...dunoe even got chance to bring her with me there again or not too..
Had a quarrel with her a few days back before i lost touch with the world with no reception on my mobile phone..what i wan to tell her or ask her is not being scarastic..but she replied so scarastically..coz previously i did ask her want go oversea together or not and even suggested to plan a short trip to batam or bintan to relax..but i was rejected straight....and now she telling me she going oversea with colleauges tml to hk...i not even comparing why she can choose to go oversea with her frens to hk and not with me..and somemore i fully understand why she cannot come japan with me at this period..i totally know that it is becoz of work and leaves issues..but when she resigned i actually asked her that since next month is so call our important date, so just suggested to go on a short trip for her to relax etc..but she say dun wan...and now goin hk with her frens..i realli dunoe...When she say and ask me to enjoy my japan trip..i so much wanted to tell her that i miss her and i totally dun enjoy my trip here as she is not here with me...before i even can type or what her reply really snapped me off....why cant we really talk nicely?
And its so not me to go "qiu qian"...but I did it here..not once but twice somemore...one is fortune in general and second was love issue..but both of the results were quite similiar and somehow quite zhun too..should i believe or should i not? i also dunoe..or maybe it is just pure concidence?haiz...but what they mentioned on the qian i gotten is really quite accurate for me currently....maybe i should follow what it says?
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