Just ended a short chatting session with her... although it just a short casual chatting on msn..but hopefully things are turning for the better..but its good to hear from her than having no ideas on whats happening on her side or being ignored..but on the other hand i really dunoe when she will ignore me again...is this going to be a turning point to a better change or will she ignore mi once again tml? I really dunoe... It wasn't really something i dare to think or what...the higher i pin my hope on it..the harder i wil fall...haiz..will tonight going to be another sleepless night?
Call up HDB a few days ago to check on HLE application, sad to know that HDB advise me to resubmit the HLE application by end of this month to be on the safe side for the HDB loan...I really dunoe...If the flat is really forgo what i should I do? Move on or still stay in the r.s? I dun want the house to be a forever regret of us when we forgo now and if we ever able to make things rite for us in future, the house that we forgo now will always be remember for the wrong reason.. I really do not wish this to happen as its going to be a forever scar for us...Its only a week to month end but i wish we have more time to mend our r.s.. The question is can she do it after i make my stand so clear? It takes 2 hands to clap...But whatever the decision she has, i will respect it ba...as long as she is happy with what she wants...
Its already 130am..but i still cant get to sleep and tml is Monday once again...means its working day...still 2 weeks away from my trip..but it seems so far away...haiz..But lucky still got a JB food-getaway this coming weekend..Thanks to my close buddies...always there for me in such hard times...really thanks alot!
Its the long quiet night i need to get through once again . . . . .
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